Post by maggoomags on Jun 15, 2010 16:47:52 GMT -8
I feel alone, trapped in this box.
The doors locked.
No way to set me free.
must find the key,
to my escape.
I feel taped,
to this wall.
No part of me can slip and fall.
Isolated, in this room.
It's almost eerie like a tomb.
You're killing me inside and out
Come on, I just want to shout,
'Leave me alone! Get out of my life!'
Holding all my emotions under the knife.
Skin shreds, scarlet drips,
Eyes are crying, knife just rips
Opening up my soul,
This big, black, and dark hole.
You let me do this, don't you see?
Having to break my heart by leaving me.
I'm killing myself, deep down.
You betrayed me, turned me into a clown.
You're little playmate, like a doll.
Thinking about you makes me bawl
My eyes out of their mind.
Honey, I loved you, and I don't know how I'll find
A new you, because it's hard.
Now knowing I wont get a card
From you on valentine's or Christmas day
All that I can do is pray.
Pray that you'll see that I have changed
Because of you, I'm turning deranged.
You made it so nobody trusts me,
I rip and tare my soul apart, trying to find the key.
The key that leads me to that big golden door,
Up in the sky
Makes me wanna get high
Just one more tare, one more cut
I'll be able to shut
My eyes forever, finally at peace
With the world, at last.
No one will worry, no one will cry.
You'll probably be glad that I'll die
From this knife, this depression,
That you have chosen to give to me,
I can't believe you cant see
Me stare at you in the hall, longing for your voice.
I have no idea, do I have a choice?
To live or die, that's the question,
To end my daily depression.
I should choose live, but I'd rather just die
Then to see your face, and breakdown in a mournful cry
I want to get out of this body
I want you to save me, my baby
The one I cherished, the one to hold
My hands and body when I was cold.
I'm shaking, freezing without your touch
I dunno, all my friends tell me to shush,
When I cry and mourn about you
They say that you were worthless, broke my heart in two.
I just can't bare, these truthful facts.
Shortly my arms and legs will be in casts,
From all of this cutting, hurting, killing inside.
Baby, my life is a roller coaster ride.
All of it's ups and downs trying to take
The Maggie I was away, brake
Shatter me into pieces with a glass shard,
Don't worry, it won't be hard.
This last cut, will end our fate,
All of this suckish hate
That you and I have shared
I'm glad that we aren't paired
Up as a couple, cause now I can end it all
I'm slowly beginning to fall…
Deep down out of the atmosphere,
I hope you don't hear
The suicidal note I leave for
All my loved ones, finally flying high, soar
To that giant golden gate in the sky
I know god will answer my cry
For help and survival
All the deprival
Of your love, I can not see
For I am, don't you see?
As soon as I let him lock me up with brass chains and bangles,
I will join them, as one of the angels.
The doors locked.
No way to set me free.
must find the key,
to my escape.
I feel taped,
to this wall.
No part of me can slip and fall.
Isolated, in this room.
It's almost eerie like a tomb.
You're killing me inside and out
Come on, I just want to shout,
'Leave me alone! Get out of my life!'
Holding all my emotions under the knife.
Skin shreds, scarlet drips,
Eyes are crying, knife just rips
Opening up my soul,
This big, black, and dark hole.
You let me do this, don't you see?
Having to break my heart by leaving me.
I'm killing myself, deep down.
You betrayed me, turned me into a clown.
You're little playmate, like a doll.
Thinking about you makes me bawl
My eyes out of their mind.
Honey, I loved you, and I don't know how I'll find
A new you, because it's hard.
Now knowing I wont get a card
From you on valentine's or Christmas day
All that I can do is pray.
Pray that you'll see that I have changed
Because of you, I'm turning deranged.
You made it so nobody trusts me,
I rip and tare my soul apart, trying to find the key.
The key that leads me to that big golden door,
Up in the sky
Makes me wanna get high
Just one more tare, one more cut
I'll be able to shut
My eyes forever, finally at peace
With the world, at last.
No one will worry, no one will cry.
You'll probably be glad that I'll die
From this knife, this depression,
That you have chosen to give to me,
I can't believe you cant see
Me stare at you in the hall, longing for your voice.
I have no idea, do I have a choice?
To live or die, that's the question,
To end my daily depression.
I should choose live, but I'd rather just die
Then to see your face, and breakdown in a mournful cry
I want to get out of this body
I want you to save me, my baby
The one I cherished, the one to hold
My hands and body when I was cold.
I'm shaking, freezing without your touch
I dunno, all my friends tell me to shush,
When I cry and mourn about you
They say that you were worthless, broke my heart in two.
I just can't bare, these truthful facts.
Shortly my arms and legs will be in casts,
From all of this cutting, hurting, killing inside.
Baby, my life is a roller coaster ride.
All of it's ups and downs trying to take
The Maggie I was away, brake
Shatter me into pieces with a glass shard,
Don't worry, it won't be hard.
This last cut, will end our fate,
All of this suckish hate
That you and I have shared
I'm glad that we aren't paired
Up as a couple, cause now I can end it all
I'm slowly beginning to fall…
Deep down out of the atmosphere,
I hope you don't hear
The suicidal note I leave for
All my loved ones, finally flying high, soar
To that giant golden gate in the sky
I know god will answer my cry
For help and survival
All the deprival
Of your love, I can not see
For I am, don't you see?
As soon as I let him lock me up with brass chains and bangles,
I will join them, as one of the angels.